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I think that Optimism is the attempt to break the cycle of thinking that follows; “It seems like the more and more I understand the world, the less and less I like it.”

So, let’s hear from Optimism on:

- Reflexes
I think that the brain’s autonomy over the physical body is a conscious act of self-hypnotism. Instinctual reactions are not controlled by this brain-consciousness duo, and therefore release the brain’s control, providing a single moment of freedom as your response to your environment passes through the nerves in your spinal column.

- Magic
I think that every form of media aimed for consumption by children is used to perpetuate the belief in magic. This is in order to keep reality at bay for their psychological protection. Realities must then be administered in small doses, over time, in order to provide an inventory of mock-experiences to refer to for their future welfare. This is all done so as not to disrupt the will to live.

- Genesis
I think “The Story of Adam and Eve” is the first human attempt to record the story of human consciousness—the moment man suddenly became aware of his own mind. However, upon writing the story of consciousness, the mechanics of it could not be fully understood by the one perceiving it, so s/he made an analogy as best s/he could, and it stuck.

- God
I think that theism is a side-effect of the fact that after we started to try to define consciousness, we became afraid of our own power. So, we had to give it to someone else.

- Robots
I think atheists are not exempt from this kind of story-telling, for the same train of thought as the last (on God^) could be applied to “the fear of robot-consciousness”: that the technology we create might become more intelligent than us. (Incidentally, this is a common sci-fi plot).

- Immortality
I think that the meaning of life is that we possess the drive to continue surviving. That would mean that the only reason we have not cracked immortality is because, if we could cheat death, there would be no reason to continue surviving. The meaning of life is the fact that we possess the will to live.

- Heartbeats
I think that life is every moment between eternal death, temporary consciousness, and eternal death, so, not coincidentally, we represent a heartbeat using a spike in the flatline. 

- Optimism
I think that optimism is a drive to stay alive by trying to understand the world, and admire it too. 

by k. armand

Isn’t it beautiful
that we can wear ugly constellation leotards,
and our classmates can point
at our kitschy starry legs 
and stare and whisper and make fun, 
and our mothers can buy us new pants 
and they can be normal pants 
and we can be given an opportunity 
to be as normal as the pants

but still, we can wear the ugly constellation leotards,

and somehow
in the infinite cosmos
we can find someone who wears a constellation vest
who will join the stars with us
and make Orion’s belts
and wonder at how
in all of that
we found each other. 

you leave crumbs everywhere you go

so i become increasingly concerned

that less and less of you 

comes back 

each time you leave

I know it’s running around in there 
Somewhere in my ribs,
your 

      faith 
in me.

I know it’s in there. Just can’t
quite
catch it. 

If your head 
tilts 
the same way a clock 
ticks,
you have a problem
m’dear.

Marketing proposition for

University of ‘Merica

MFA Dissertation: 

“Cheese legs for 

the hungry owners 

of Barbie™ dolls”

Sad clown 
sits at a birthday party. 

Or is it a funeral? 

I wouldn’t want to be in the inside of your head

when those things come out of it.

Collapse

     two worlds 

               into four 

And repeat 

You are stirring at the burner 
belt pressed against the oven door
I step up beside you
pick at the seam of your jeans
so you lean in 
push the hair from my neck

The burner gurgles and spits
acrid bubbles sizzle on its coil
as it spills over
unwatched

we sit on thick upholstery and 
talk about Gary Bucey 
and ivory teeth.
push back the coffee table
we flip cards, 
I win, you lose, you win, I lose

someone mentions death,

oh,
you say,

that. 

we just shrug and roll
our tongues across teeth
and talk about childish
tropes
like the damsel in distress 

all we have to do is 
count the seconds between
match cuts  
to know how long we’ve been
grinding, clenching, tapping, avoiding. 

(I still want your teeth to sink
into my arm
like you promised)

rats / mice
ires are cast
at a crise
aim, act? 
sit, stir.
arms: ice at mist.
set at a tie,
remit cast aces.

pull the anchor 
let go
your sandy base
and drift
quietly, lapping,
out to see 

I’d like
to set up a blanket fort in the corner
of your brain 
and watch your thoughts play out 
like hand puppet shadow tales
on the flashlit sheets.

Let’s
hold a funeral rite
       for the sandy night,
make
fulgurite 
       with claps of crafted light,
and crystalize to new heights, 
the gray things,
        made fresh and white.

Ignite our renaissance
        at burial site,
Re/creation:
        our birth right.